Tuesday, April 10, 2007
I am such a boring piece of shit. To the extent that i can't take it anymore too. Life is just so mundane. I am restricting myself too much. I am too scared of everything. I think my name has long been associated with the words "cowardly, weakly, scaredy cat"..etc. You get the point. I am just so unwilling to step out of my comfort zone. Deep down, i want to do so..but i can never get the guts to. I am too critical of myself. I am too sensitive to what ppl say and do. I am such a freak! Omg. I have never encountered such a shitty person in my whole life! Cos i am the 'shittiest' one.
Time to clean up. But i dunno how to.
And yes. I do feel made used of. Though i have never mentioned it before.
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