Saturday, November 18, 2006
113 is killing me!! Help help..How to memorise everything and link everything together?! Damn stressed leh. AHhhhhhhH..i hate myself for being so dumb. How come some ppl can do so well?! Get 80, 90 over marks for the 2nd org chem test and still complain. Nvm. I guess i'm used to it la. Rv, Nj always have ppl liddat what. Common sight. Some ppl say they fare badly..but wad did they get?
A. They say they fare badly cos they got 80+ instead of 90+ marks. And they cry! Cry like there's no tomorrow!! Ppl who fare worse than them have to console them though they themselves feel more like crying la. What is this world coming to?! Oh my goodness. I guess we just have to learn how to bear with such ppl though u really feel like reprimanding them instead. Sighs. Another of life's realities.
I think i have digressed too much. Too stressed alr. And blardy hell. I cant concentrate la. I'm kinda at a loss of wad to do alr. I feel so..i dunno how to phrase it..but why do we have to study so hard? Do we needa know wad calculus and stuff when we come out to society to work? You mean at the cashier we have to use limits and integration to compute the balance?! Oh. Damn it.
I hope..i really hope and pray..that i will survive this exams with flying colours..or at least fare decently acceptable..damn scared la. The papers are so freaking scary. My bowels and mind are alr staging a riot. I think my stomach and digestive system are going crazy. And why cant i have more interest in studies and stay awake and alert when attempting to mug?? OoooOohhHhh. I just love mugging. Wa lao.
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