Sunday, February 26, 2006
life is sad. someone i consider to be my good friend jing4 ran2 turned out to be a devil in an innocent and pretty facade. nevermind abt the things u said or promised. i think u've cleanly forgotten abt all of them. well. i have to say a big thank you to you, coz u made me see the ugliness of this world once again. to you, it's ren2 bu4 wei4 ji3, tian1 zhu1 di4 mie4 rite? i'm not surprised. coz the person is you. ppl have warned me to be wary but i chose not to heed their advice coz u're my fren. i believed you would nv do anything to hurt my fragile feelings. but you did. i really do not know what to say alr. the feeling of betrayal sucks. but i'll keep it to myself and try to believe that nothing of this sort happened. it's just difficult to be truly happy anymore. shit manx.
anw will update on my trip soon..=)
maybe friendship does not mean anything to some ppl at all.. |
