Friday, January 27, 2006
i've been sick since last week..i wonder how many trees i've killed alr. lol. having fever, splitting headache, sore throat, runny nose, cough, phlegm..everything..is really terrible manx..cant even really speak properly..sucks manx. cny's coming soon..n i'm sick. wow. wad a wonderful notion. =(
went to see polyclinic doc yest..the doc gave me 5 types of medicine..volunteerily gave me 2 days mc..that's how bad it is. couldnt even go to work coz i cant speak properly. my throat will juz hurt like mad la. sianx~
haha. i cant help it but feel that way. unjustified. unhappy. infuriated by the things some ppl do. but all i can do is to keep everything within myself, swallow all my grieviances n smile..and act as if nothing has happened at all. coz there's no pt even if i say it. the facade that person has is really fool-proof, bullet-proof..wadever u call it. bl*ody hell la. i had enough alr!! give a break, would you? i really need it. take pity on me my dear. -yucks-
hope the cny visitations will be fun! haha..looking forward to seeing my cousins..=) n hopefully i'll recover in time for cny!! gotta pray very very hard for that manx. lol. my fever n headache has been on and off..and the others have been ongoing..=X i wanna be able to smile freely n carefreely again!! wish me luck..=)
HapPy ChiNeSe NeW yEaR ppL! =)this world is a realistic place. wad u dun have is ur disadvantage. that's juz too bad for me. =( |
