Sunday, December 18, 2005
my moods are weirdly erratic these days. one moment i can be elated and the other i'm feeling down in the dumps. sucks manx. i seriously need some tranquilisers. lol.
girl u have to calm down n cease thinking so much.
i think all this stems from myself. i am the sole cause for all these troubles. if i didn't suggest that in the first place, all these wouldn't have happened. i feel like slapping myself. how i wish i could turn back time..
soft-heartedness only causes deterioration of self. but i just can't help it. it's just sad that soft-heartedness is in my nature. i'm the perfect target for big bullies. spare me all the lame excuses. i can see for myself the obvious truth. i am someone unimportant and insignificant. i blend into the surroundings. sighs. i don't know what else to say alr.
would u mind and quit acting so sweet and innocent? it's downright appalling. please spare me the agony. |
