Thursday, November 10, 2005
I HATE MATH. bloody hell. -sighs- wad kinda paper is this? crap la. the papers the past few yrs were much more easy. wa lao eh. prac so much oso no use. or maybe i'm juz plain dumb la. n i'm dead. i'm v v scared manx.. all the papers are so tough..how?!! i dun dare to imagine the results lor..i dun want!! sucks la. everything sucks. i'm damn disappointed, demoralised n dejected alr.. i seriously need a lot of moderation!! pls pls mod so that i can get better results!!! -sighs- i'm a weakling la. couldnt stop crying once i was in the comfort of my own room..=(
every sub oso set those weird weird nv see b4 qns. wa kaox. i'm not that smart ok?? =X do tys oso got crap use ah..sian diao.
tml gp..i oso dunno how to prepare for it..sighs. hope it will be manageable lor..-praying hard- n i'm oso praying very very hard for survival thru this As with relatively good results..
i've had enough..i dun wan anymore hurdles in my life..i'm alr very emotionally n physically tired..=X
n my parents have to rub it in..i told them v tough then they start indirectly insult me..say i'm dumb n everything..but i guess i am lor..-sighs- but it juz hurts la..n i'm demoralised even more..=( i hope the coming papers will be better n they will decide to be ren2 ci2..
i cant suppress my fear.. |