hm..y does it rain every wednesday morning?
the rain*
causes me to enter lala~ land..
makes me think a lot abt past stuff too..
haha..those were the days manx..so inno n oblivious to the evils of the world..=)
yest i came to sch for lessons for 50mins then left for my uncle's funeral le.. actually i came to sch juz for the chem test la..haha..
anw when the pastor was conducting the funeral service at the void deck of my aunt's hse, on a few occasions, he used his hands to clear of some dirt on my uncle's shirt..i was kinda stunned in a way la..i mean..not everyone dares to touch a corpse..me included..=X first time i saw my aunt and my cousin cry..my heart really went out to them..my sis oso la..cldnt stop crying..keep hugging me for comfort..-sighs- honestly, i didnt feel tt much sorrow as i felt 2 yrs ago when my grandpa passed away..i'm not sure y myself..but there were 2 occasion tt i nearly cried..but i held back la..suprisingly i cld hold back my tears. haha..
so many army ppl came these few days..i kept wondering how come they were so free..no need to work de..yest i asked my dad, then he told me tt their big big boss allowed them to all come to support my aunt. my aunt works in the army ma..it's juz so sweet of them lor..thanks a lot..=) still got some army ppl stayed the whole nite juz to help us lor..=)
when we reached mandai columbarium, the door of the van in which my uncle's coffin was in was stuck..wldnt budge la..haha..so the coffin was stuck inside. so absurd la..the undertakers said it was the first time such a thing happened when the coffin was inside..haha..my cousin said my uncle had always wanted to buy a new van..maybe he wanted to have the van with him..haha..or maybe it wasnt his time to die yet..dunno lor..when my uncle was in coma, the docs were alr eyeing my uncle's functioning organs.. the docs wanted to remove the life-sustaining tubes la..wa lao eh..then they asked my aunt, when her daughter will be back..when she said sunday, the docs said it was too long le..then my aunt said at least wait for my dad to come back from china then say..which was wed ma..then my uncle was announced to be dead on wed nite. got so qiao de meh?! or izit the evil docs did sth despicable? arghx. i really hope not.
mandai columbarium is so high tech lor..i was kinda amazed la..haha..it was practically like some hotel or shopping centre la..even when the coffin was pushed to burn, it seemsed like we were watching some movie..gosh..haha..=p
i'm so sleepy these days..lack of rest la..haha..everything's not done yet lor..-_- haha..i wanna sleep!! -pouts- =p
-my heart is too emotionally active alr..-
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