Sunday, October 24, 2004
sadly, i hate being at home. esp on weekends. n now with the intro of the 5-day week, wa laox.. it's really a torture to me la. yest i was at home in the morning, my parents kept asking me to studying. harlowx!? i juz ended promos n now u're stressing me again? i know when to study n when not too k?
juz leave me alone. damn it. i cant even freely use the internet at home. wad rubbish. i dun have the internet password. i'm almost 18 n i'm still restricted this way. argh. i feel tied-up la. dunno la.
u know, when i know i'm promoted, iwas so happy n relieved. really. coz i was really worried n uncertain. i guess tt was written all over my face coz my frens ask me if i'm ok notx. thx lehx ppl.. thx for being there for me ya? =) but when i told my parents abt the good news, they juz shrugged. fine la. they said it shld be the way. nothing to be happy abt. i was shattered la.. the ppl who are supposed to be the dearest to me treat me this way. haix. i dun wanna care anymore. i juz hate being at home. =pure torture= *sighs*
anw went to je lib with weilin yest. rotted there for a few hrs la.. haha.. aft tt yr joined us n we crapped n shopped ard.. thx girls..=) u guys really brightened up my days.. i'm looking fwd to sch.. pls give me something to do before i start thinking too much again.. =X
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