Friday, October 15, 2004
oh manx. i dun wanna get back any papers.. i dun wanna face up to reality.. how.. haix. n i hate it when ppl dun reply my sms. esp when i receive a msg but it's not the person i expected.. dunno. i guess it's juz the disappointment la.. grrr...
i wanna play bridge. wanna go cycling. wanna ice-skate. wanna go gym. wanna have fun. on top of everything, i juz wanna be happy. haix. i tot i stepped out of it alre. was really happy for the past few mths coz i changed my perspective of stuff happening.. but i'm sinking into depression again. i really hate it when i think too much into things. i hate my brain for being so complex.. how i wish to be innocent n even ignorant abt the things happening ard me.. *sighs*
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