Monday, October 18, 2004
i am so darn tired. so tired tt i can fall asleep while walking.. goodness lor. juz had bio lect. went thru the bio structured qns though we nv get back any papers yet.(thankfully.) i think i'm screwed la.. the teachers said we did very badly for both bio n chem. haix. i oso dunno wad to say.. feel like i'm living in fear everyday lor.. =X u know juz now during bio, more than half the lt was slping.. n many ppl didnt turn up at all.. those who normally nv slp oso slp le.. i guess everyone is exhausted. overwhelmed by everything tt's happening ard us. for those doing pw n those preparing for A's, jiayoux kz? i have faith in all of u so muz do ya best kz? yups.. =)
seems like i have new realisations almost everyday. today i received a gift from xiumei, yanyi, liyu n jasmine.. wanna say i'm really touched lor.. thanks girls!! realised tt the more i invest in a friendship, the more disappointed n hurt i get. n i guess when u spend more effort on a person, he/she will tend to take u for granted n not treasure u.. so y waste the effort? really dun understand y i bother so much to maintain some frenships when i know it'll hurt me even more.. myabe i'm juz destined to have a life of suffering, constantly being hurt. *sighs* wad have i to say..
i'm tired. i really am. shall give myself a long-deserved rest. bye.
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