hm.. first of all i wanna apologise to royston, yx n sf for my lousy attitude today.. i think i had some screw loose or something.. yups.. u all muz jiayouz tonite kz?? muz jian1 chi2 dao4 di3!! =) haha.. i think i really bonkers nowadays alre.. it's either coz i'm too stressed or i'm thinking too much.. so diaoz ritez? seems like i zi4 xun2 fan2 nao3..
actually today is a bad day.. in the morn i woke up at 8.30 when i was supposed to meet yx at 9.. ok lorz.. was abt to rush out of my hse so i wun be late when my dad bought bee hoon home for breakfast.. so had no choice but to gobble it down. i was abt to puke when i finshed it coz i practically stuffed everything down my throat as i didnt wanna be late. didnt really bite.. felt like choking to death when i finished.. went downstairs.. ran for the bus.. wa.. felt so xin ku with all the food stuffed in me.. oh manx.. at the mac, dunno y my coat was stained with some chilli sauce.. for no apparent reason.. n i cant even find where the chilli came from lorz.. so diaoz.. the straw i was drinking from had a tiny hole too.. that's y when i drank from it, the orange mcfizz was squirting everywhere.. sian diaox.. then someone oso stepped on my foot today.. forgot when liaos though.. so suay.. horrible horrible day.. =X
anw.. i'm kinda sick n tired of ppl teasing me abt my looks n size.. though i'm kinda used to it la.. it's not my choice to be liddat de. in fact, i dun have a choice at all. since i was young, i've been teased by ppl.. using all types of mean nicknames.. ok lorz.. i was born plump la.. i didnt want it too. how i wished i cld be like some other ppl who are blessed with a pretty face n slim figure. well.. as the saying goes, "deng3 jiu3 jiu4 you3..." *sighz*
juz tot of something.. izzit true that bestest fren=worst enemy?? sometimes i do see some truth in this saying lorz.. strange.. n sadded at the same time..
i realised i'm not as happy go lucky as b4 le.. n i kinda think too much these days.. i oso dunno y... i really dun like this lorz.. i wanna be as carefree n happy as i was last time... i miss the good old me.. the hyper n devoid of worries de me..
i dun want sch to reopen.. or maybe it'll be good tt it reopens.. then i will then be too busy to think abt other stuff... yay.. i love sch.. do i?? but i still got tons of stuff not done.. n the dreadful exams are getting nearer and nearer.. manx..


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