this morn e canoeists were making announcements to say tt they got double champs... think they're really great lorz... it's feels good to see my frens up on stage getting prizes.. i really feel happy 4 them onez.. =) yups.. but it's a little strange to see some ex-njco ppl to b on stage at the same time.. dunno how to describe tt feeling la.. juz feels strange lorz..haha.. virginia cheng was saying tt blah blah blah ccas did the sch proud by doing so well... even drama club who got a silver got commended by her.. no offence to drama ppl.. it's juz for comparison.. njco got international champs in an international comp n has she ever praised us at all?? or even recognised us for our hard work? manx.. u mean ppl from other ccas eg canoeists work hard but we dun? it's unfair..nj undermines co..n only co..the councillors cheered for every cca but co. wad is this manx. outright biaseness. wadever lorz..wad is there tt we can do anw. haiz.. qt sian diaoz abt this la..n i'm not the only one feeling tt way...
got half day today from 1..for wad manx..i release at 2 originally lorz..no pt..when every1 was cheering i was juz stoning there... lost in my own dreamland..staring into space...haha... thinking of y this world is so unfair...haha...a bit diaoz la..=p
after sch met sc, sf, jane n wk at canteen.. muz really say sorry to them n lijun lehz.. i left lijun halfway at e meeting w tek abt ticketing stuff..=x ahhhhhh... n i dunno when the ticketing stuff will be settled.. hope it'll be soon ah.. manx... originally my aunt asked me to help her look after my cousin onez..budden she last min said no need alre..went woodlands lib with sc, sf, jane, wk n yk to study.. haha.. it's really nice to study outside with frens lorz...=) sorry if i talked too much... hehe... =p we were all sitting at some square table.. think tt table was used as a computer table last time coz got holes for the cables ma.. haha... wk took my water bottle n 'put' it in the hole.. like a holder liddat.. i tot really can put my waterbottle there lorz..so i let go n "bang!" it fell to the bottom of the table.. oh manx.. so throw face.. haha... wk told me later tt actually he was holding on to my water bottle previously but i didnt notice... =x hahah...
finally told my parents tt i got O for math la... as expected.. they keep criticising me la.. not tt i nv put in effort la.. even mr lee knows i put in effort in my math. i really dunno wad happened to me during tt stupid common test paper. now my parents are scolding me tt i'm useless, an wo nang fei n wasting their money. irritating! argh. i've had enough of their putting down n criticism. i hate them. i really do. i juz wanna hide in one damned corner n diex. wadever. life sucks.. haiz.. i'm very sad la...
writing exco letters at the moment.. haha.. completed 5 out of 10 alre.. got a sense of achievement la.. but still got lots to go... =p writing letters is really taxing.. as in tiring... coz i really put in my effort in writing each n every letter... coz i believe in sincerity... =) i love writing n receiving letters la. so it's ok... hehe...i think i'll be writing them for the whole of tml... haha... n i realised tt i take much more time than other ppl to write autograph bks/letters etc.. haha.. dunno y.. maybe it's coz i think too much... hahah..
getting my new specs on wed.. haha... cant wait.. dunno y.. but i'm feeling a little excited abt it la.. haha.. maybe coz i nv change my specs for ages alre la.. haha...
juz read yk's blog... think wad he said abt frenship is true lorz.. think abt it.. how many frens do u still keep in contact with till now? as in ur kindergarden, pri sch, sec sch frens.. n with how many can u still chat with them without feeling awkward at all? come to think of it.. it's really v few lorz.. tt's y i really treasure all the frenships with i am blessed with... love all u guys! =) hope we'll still keep in contact till the time when we are at our ripe old ages... hehe... take care kz? *huGz*


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