they juz left for genting ard 2hrs ago.. n i'm alre beginning to feel a sense of emptiness. i dunno y.. maybe coz i'm too attached to co and the people alre. i really wanted to go.. i really wanted to experience genting with njco peeps for myself but i guess i'm juz not fated to have an opportunity to do so.. yeah.. u can say i'm some sort of envious of them.. but it's not entirely tt. i juz wanna be with them. anyway.. njco de xiong di jie mei men, have fun n take care at genting kz?? love u guys lots!! n jiayouz for the comp kz? haha... it was quite funny juz now.. yanrong msged me n asked me if i wanted a piece of cloud from genting.. diaoz lorz.. n i really wanna say thanks to..
*shufen who pei2 me chat thru sms last nite(or rather this morn =p)
*soo chin who msged me last nite to ask me to take care n cya soon..
*yx n wy who asked me to take care n said they'll buy stuff back for me if they see nice stuff.. hahah...
*yanrong who msged me on behalf to njco xianyue to say tt they all love me... thanks a lot... =) i love u guys too..
*weilin who said she missed me too.. haha...
*jess who said take care n miss ya...
*shaoz who asked me not to think so much liaoz.. thx girl..
*huimin n yong kwang who blurly(is there such a word? =p) tot i was going genting n wished me good luck for the competition.. haha... i understand ur good intentions.. thx.. =)
*and all others who stuck by me when i was down, for consoling me n being there for me... thx a lot... really miss u guys.. hope i can conc on my studies during this period of time... i'll try not to cry.. i'll be strong for all those who r my frenz.. =)

believe it or not, i've nv regretted joining njco.. =)

hm... after reading jas's diary, it set me thinking... abt those good old days spent with rvco ppl.. RvCo RocKs too!! =p
syf 99, where i helped to carry the chairs.. haha.. so funny.. i rem we had "extra pracs for carrying chairs".. we had to come to sch early or stay back late to improve our timing.. haha.. got once our seniors even messed up the chairs so tt they looked like a campfire n we were required to finish arranging all the chairs in a mere 1 min timeframe.. quite crazy la.. but it's very fun! haha..
then after tt was the millenium concert.. was really a great experience.. performed together with ard 1200+ other co ppl at singapore indoor stadium.. cool siaz.. heez.. was sec 1/2 tt time, so was still quite blur..but juz went for the concert n hun4 my way thru la... haha.. managed to pull it thru... even went for the qizou.. =p
syf 01, where rvco got a gold n got in finals.. again! ;p ai shi qu was really nice.. love tt song to bits.. still rem during central judging at nyp, i played something wrongly on stage... then was crying so hard after getting off the stage... tt some ppl had to fu2 me when we were walking out of the audi.. haha.. my frenz were oso asking me not to cry liaoz.. coz got dhsco ppl.. haha.. rvco n dhsco not on very good terms ma.. actually i oso dunno y.. maybe it's coz of constant competition over the yrs.. i rem eileen was oso crying coz for tong deng she blew something wrong for her sheng solo.. but in the end we were the top orch for tt central judging anyway.. or so i heard..=) haha.. i was crying even b4 the results were announced.. diaoz ritez?
zhi yin 01 @ singapore conference hall... i was the shouxi n publicity officer then.. so quite stressed la.. haha.. esp the ticketing part..=) but in the end the tix were all sold out.. yeah!! =p very happy lorz... there were ppl calling me 1hr b4 the concert itself to ask whether there were still more tix.. haha.. n coz of tt, i was running ard in long dress n makeup, asking the teachers n calling up everyone i know to ask whether they still got extra tix.. haha.. i nearly didnt have time to have my dinner, which was chicken rice, as usual.. =p the concert rox! still rem i got lotsa stuff from my frens.. flowers, soft toys, bday presents etc.. i even got to take home the bouquet of flowers bought by rv that was presented to me.. so sweet lorz... =) i still love blue roses.. they look so nice lorz.. hahah...
zhiyin 03 @ esplanade.. went back to play as an alumni member.. haha.. sound so old siaz.. quite fun la.. my juniors are still as cute n bubbly.. heez~ the tix sales were really amazing.. i was surprised by it myself.. imagine esplanade, all the seats taken up.. even those seats behind the performing orch.. wow.. even i myself is amazed lorz.. plus the tix prices were $21, $31 n $101.. haha.. =) was really a great experience performing there..
this yr i'm going back again as an alumni member to perform in dec's rvco concert.. hope everything will turn out fine.. haha.. =)

anyway, last sat went vch to watch hcco concert.. it was not bad...=) hm.. but no offence.. i think it wasnt as good as previous yrs de.. though still very good.. way better than njco onez.. haha... looking at the xianyue qizou, i suddenly felt damn stressed.. will our july concert de be as good? i dunno.. but i hope so..
haha.. really saw a lot of ppl.. some of which long time nv see liaoz.. ahhh.. realized i really missed them a lot... haha.. =p i was giving out sweets during interval... then my rvco xianyue juniors practically "pounced" on me n "demanded" to have the sweets.. it was so funny la.. =p then after tt when all the sweets were all gone, 3 tanbo juniors walked in n saw the wrapper.. they tot still got sweets inside ma then they kinda snatched it from my hands.. haha! e scene was really hilarious manz.. looking at them, a tot suddenly juz ran thru my mind.. i was as innocent n happy as them... i was blinded from the evils of this world.. i really hope to turn back time.. which is impossible.. i'm stuck in the present..
haha.. reading ppl's diary really inspires me manz.. seeing ppl's diary saying "hcco rocks".. i dunno y.. but i suddenly tot of the qn "how wld it be like if i were to be in hcco instead?" coz hc has always been my dream sch, or so to speak, i'm really not sure if i regret not being able to make it there. it's not tt nj's not gd, in fact it's a great sch with great ppl.. but i was juz wondering abt tt. haha.. guess it's juz a strange tot to have.. =p


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