Wednesday, June 09, 2004
I feel part of them but very alone at the same time.
I'm really lost deep down in my heart.
I don't know where i belong.
Maybe i'm destined to be a loner all my life.
A wanderer.
An outcast.
That's what i am.
Maybe it's coz i'm different.
Their laughter engulfs me in a dark and deep pit.
Shoots through my heart and inflicts indescribable pain.
Never to be revived.
A being without a soul.
That's what i am.
Why am i born fat and ugly?
People's source of entertainments and jokes.
Whatever.
It's not their fault.
I do not blame them.
I'm born to be ridiculed at.
Hopelessness is my theme.
G-E-N-T-I-N-G. a cursed word to me.
everytime when ppl talk abt it, i'll feel like crying..
*SiGhz*
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